Happy Autumn Holidays!

  Well, I haven't been here for a few years because life has changed for me. I am living what I have always wanted-to write stories and to be loved by a man like John. I didn't go to Saudi Arabia due to a series of events that had me instead in the arms of my beloved. So now I am married and have completed my memoir while John supports me both physically and emotionally. I feel I have finally "got it." The it being what I thought normal people have; a certain degree of true love, adequate money and emotional health. Boy was I confused. My journey to mental health has me questioning what I thought most people have. Whose the strange one now? It looks like I will get the end of my life looking back at illusions about what I think goes on inside others heads when that is quite impossible. I remain curious thought.